I'd Rather Be DeadYou're always asking me if I had anything worth dying for.I'd Rather Be Dead by WordOfChen
I'll pose the opposite to you and ask you this:
"Why is it that you find life to be worth living?"
Is it so interesting to go through each day feeling anxious?
To the point that you feel nauseated enough to collapse.
Is it so joyous to spend each night staring at a blank ceiling,
Hearing the clock tick on toward morning,
And yet you lie awake.
Tired, but awake, emotionless, but awake...
Do you truly get up each day, facing it with optimism.
Or do you look at the news and the state of the world,
And genuinely fear for your safety?
Now, if it were me that you had asked my dear,
I'd tell you quite honestly: That I'd rather be dead.
At least I would not have to hear the white lie inside my head.
That tomorrow will bring me a 'better' day...
But of course, you are welcome to believe that.
DysthymiaDysthymiaDysthymia by JoyDivision4
Ever present in the shadows of your mind, quietly waiting
Never quite knowing when it will take hold again
Learning the 'triggers' of such a chain of events, is crucial
The tormented individual believes it's just a case of 'the blues'
Days turn into weeks and you know something isn't right
The disorder is typically seen as laughable, ignored by many
Viewed as 'low grade', it gets little attention from the forum
The tears and the agony tell us a different story
The loss of interest and lethargy linger daily, grinding onward
Dragging yourself from one day to the next, is a feeling of condemnation
The anguish is as physical as it is a mental state
It hurts to laugh and smile, it hurts to cry out or sing
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Please just call me Kara because that username is outdated as all hell. Don't ever really expect traditional art on this account because my mind is elsewhere and I never bother to scan the colossal amounts of it. Also sometimes I upload a dare I call it *cough* CARTOON on my YouTube account. ... I'll probably link all of them in journals so whatever. They're more like animatics or storyboards if you ask me.