I'd Rather Be DeadYou're always asking me if I had anything worth dying for.I'd Rather Be Dead by WordOfChen
I'll pose the opposite to you and ask you this:
"Why is it that you find life to be worth living?"
Is it so interesting to go through each day feeling anxious?
To the point that you feel nauseated enough to collapse.
Is it so joyous to spend each night staring at a blank ceiling,
Hearing the clock tick on toward morning,
And yet you lie awake.
Tired, but awake, emotionless, but awake...
Do you truly get up each day, facing it with optimism.
Or do you look at the news and the state of the world,
And genuinely fear for your safety?
Now, if it were me that you had asked my dear,
I'd tell you quite honestly: That I'd rather be dead.
At least I would not have to hear the white lie inside my head.
That tomorrow will bring me a 'better' day...
But of course, you are welcome to believe that.
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Please just call me Kara because that username is outdated as all hell. Don't ever really expect traditional art on this account because my mind is elsewhere and I never bother to scan the colossal amounts of it. Also sometimes I upload a dare I call it *cough* CARTOON on my YouTube account. ... I'll probably link all of them in journals so whatever. They're more like animatics or storyboards if you ask me.